Lol don't even know what that title is meant to mean. Only really wrote that cos I had music playing and couldn't think of what title to write cos it was distracting...so I turned it off. Idk anymore derp.
So Uni has started for my 2nd year. Strangely, being back at uni puts me at ease. I feel a lot more passionate about what I'm studying this semester (maybe just because I've started with a lot more motivation to do better), save for the core subject which is Environment Sustainability and Development, which I'm a bit meh about. Psych has started our really interesting and I've been doing my best to keep on top of my lecture notes and research participation (2 session of which got cancelled annoyingly but no worries still got weeks to get my points back >]). Chinese looks super intense and hard, and the lecturer has quite high expectations which is intimidating and a recipe for procrastination on one hand, but it gives me more motivation to quickly revise last year's work and prepare myself for this semester. Also much keener on this lecturer compared to good ol' (not) Dr Y, so there's a bit more trust in what I'm learning too haha. Confucius Inst. (as weird as it sounds, it's actually super cool and interesting!) also paid us a visit during our first lecture (we were like OMFG WHITE PPL WHO CAN SPEAK FLUENTLY -selfesteem plummets-) and told us about some study programs to China and resources we can use from the institute, and it really encouraged me to put more effort into Chinese this semester. Let's hope that doesn't wane out throughout sem. Also super happy I got to sit with Louise during the first lec, and hopefully we can like hang and study buddy for the rest of sem, she's such a lovely girl ^^. We went to the institute office in MB together too and were like *o* glass doors and spanky new offices and so many Chinese resources and dramas! (yes we fangurred together over Huang zhu Gege [Princess Pearl] haha...our childhoods <3). Yeah totally gonna make good use of this :3 And then there's my fav subject Japanese! This semester doing Professional level which, as 'pro' as it sounds, is more about becoming 'pro' （プロ）or proficient at our use of Japanese. The expectation is really high, and the sensei for this semester talks a lot faster than last year's, so even listening which is usually a lot easier is now becoming quite a challenge. It's been fun hanging with Sam, Veronica and Robin in class, but yes we defs need to sit further forward in tomorrow's lecture LOL. We have a semester-long project which I chose Junior Sensei for (Assistant teaching for first year Japanese classes). Did the interview for it and got the timeslot I wanted, as well as being assigned to Yuki sensei's (my HSC Extension Japanese tutor) class! <3 She's so young and cool 8) So happy that I got her, have seen her around a bit but to be able to be in her class assisting her is gna be a really good experience =). But yes the general gist is that, this semester I want to put more effort into my studies and spend more time studying (less studio time lul) cos I really need to up my WAM to get a good chance at exchange and be able to appeal to the overseas Unis I want. Super competitive apparently T_T So yeah, D average for sure!! Let's do this!
On top of all this, there's Modsoc stuff which is gonna be ramping up this semester with Lego and Party Mode coming up. I still need to get the membership audit done quickly so we can be properly affiliated again herp derp. Then there's also the kpop class that I'm gna be teaching alone for 7 weeks....wahhhh T_T Hope I can do it well. I'm horrible with choosing songs LOL. But yeah this semester a lot tighter with the people in the society in general, and we're all passionate about the same stuff and they're all really supportive so I really hope this all works out. Big love for the Modsters.
On a note that I'm sure nobody cares about...lol I have my own class at XO now on Sundays at 12. It's girls style which is a shame...cos it means I don't get to teach guy songs but I guess there's always Modsoc class for that, and also I'm kind of not that great a teacher anyway so it makes sense to leave the popular stuff to the real teachers (cos guy songs are more requested and popular in general). But despite all that I have high hopes for this new class, and today's first class was very enjoyable with great energy (MissA - I don't need a man). Will work hard for this class and its students!
怖くてたまらないよ。だからバカって。
（前、ここにあったことについて、その考え方は恥ずべきすぎるので、消してしまった。ごめん。）
Oh yeah one thing I forgot to mention...I got a blood test recently and the report says I've apparently become anemic and iron deficient. I'm super low on hemoglobin, iron and cholesterol and have to take iron supplements and make sure I eat more red meat. And if for any reason I bleed too much I'll faint. So yeah fun times. Therefore I need to sleep earlier so that my body clock and stress levels get back down or else my health could be in jeopardy...if it isn't already herp derp. Another fun fact, that may or may not be related, is that I've started getting really lightheaded and headaches randomly...I don't think it's a good thing. Lol stressing about all this, which is probably going to have a cycle effect and just make things worse. -sigh-
Again, not that anyone needs to know/cares.
Oh I'm also craving froyo a lot nowadays... =\ Although I havn't gotten it in about a week+ now.
I can't relax nowadays. Except for those moments when I'm with R or the GC people. I feel like I'm constantly on edge.
Research participation at 10am tmr...I should be asleep already.
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