So I havn't checked my blogger in months, and when I signed back in today I realised that I stopped at exactly the 99th post. Fancy that.

The reason I suddenly decided to blog are a bit embarassing. It's so childish...a childish plea for attention. It's like...even if that's how you feel, you still go out of the way to check it. What can I deduce from that?

Ahh...this is why I didn't want to blog, why I stopped. Because when you find an outlet that is meant to express in writing what you can't say out loud, the ugliest emotions come to surface and you realise things you wish you had remained oblivious to.

Perhaps I havn't changed a bit.

In the event of this 100th post, I present this song which came to mind as I wrote the title of the post:

 I remember when I first heard this song in year 7. Netta's dance group used it for their piece and, the tune and lyrics stuck with me for the next few years. It's been a while since I thought of it. I guess it's not like I take its message as gospel or anything, but it really makes me think, especially after reading Bella's post. 

I guess I might as well write about my day. I don't feel deep enough to keep writing er...deep stuff lul. -shallow-

First day back for sem 2 of uni. Mum had a freak out this morning cos she thought her wallet with her money and licence etc. was lost or taken by my gparents back to their place and stuff. Turns out it was in the laundry. Derp.

Early train for 9am start. Met Liz in the maseeef bus lines, but was a bit out of it on the bus to talk. Sorry Liz =\ Got to lecture in CLB (first class in CLB EVARRR) for History Matrix. It seemed really interesting...which is probs why I feel doubly bad for sleeping through most of it. Made it through probably one hour before dying out.

Afterwards had chinese in Biomed A. Nostalgic walking through Biosci. The computers where we were sitting before have been pulled out, and there are a bunch of cardboard boxes blocking the window. Met up with Keith and Vivian outside and we went inside where the tables slammed open like rollercoaster safety seats. It really did feel like a jail. Jason and his friend also came along, and he gave his friend a really cute panda speaker (not like mine) where the Iphone sticks in its belly. naaws >w< Chinese was...dull, but surprisingly I was quite awake. Going to make an extra effort this sem cos it was my worst mark last sem. ALL the help from parents for extension vocab. Also Damo skipped out on first lecture lul. Trust "Gosh." Dear Doctor Mu Yang is as...trustworthy with his teaching as ever. Although when he speaks in mando its surprisngly not as painfully hard to learn.

Lunchies had a very enjoyable time with Denniiiiis and Carmen at Matthews. Haha yaysies for moving excessively to catch attentions. Carmen got a huuuge salad from Stock Market for $10ish and I got a butter chicken curry + naan, and was originally gna get a snack pack as well cos I thought I was mad hungry, but chicken tikkas were MIA so no snack packs for me. Wah, was looking forward to the nice dipping sauce too...fwp. So insteadsies I got a lamb meat samosa....which ended up being a rookie mistake later on cos I was mad full. Deniiiiiiis got a lah di dah looking mango beverage in a glass from the billboard, which ended up being a low quality mango yoghurt drink in a plastic cup. -patpat- Misleading advertising much. Anyways, had lots of derpy fun, with Carmen giving me her free bread to mop up my extra curry, Denniiiiis being a gentleman with 'another man's meat/chicken', Carmen and her lack of knowledge in salad dressings and corn adventures. Lesson learnt; corn is only tasty if you have to fight for it lul.

After lunchies we all headed down together cos Carmen and I had a class at 2, but we kept getting held up cos Denniiiis was too popular and we couldn't distract him with movement. All the way down campus Denniiiis kept bumping into acquaintainces (popular man ==) but then me and Carmen were repaid twofold as we bumped into Cath Shirley Renee, Beryl, Sylvi, Nathan etc. I also 'sup-nod'ed to Daniel Lee as I walked past him hahaha, good times (weird to think we were public enemies in primary school).

Finally got to OLLLLD Main (as opposed to Regular Main LOL) and got lost looking for my classroom cos I remembered the room number of my tute for Tuesday as opposed to my Monday lecture shieeeeet. 6 minutes late for class wah. But was sall cool cos I got to sit next to David and his friend (WHOSE NAME I DONT REMEMBER IM SO SORRY I TOTALLY REMEMBER YOUR FACE AND THAT YOU'RE CANTO AND KNOW JAP AND KRN DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD; -stalker- -overreacting-) Class was alright, we got to know about our projects coming up, and got to watch past derpy karaoke projects where kids made MVs (REAL MVs Kelvin =="). I rly wanna do the karaoke one but if tis not possible cos of limited 9 spots, watching drama/anime/variety shows looks rly fun too :3 Wah....derpy duet with the crew in the background would've totes been awesome....); Lots of the class spent derping with David cos we had IU stuck in our head...or body lul. Robin arrived late as well...slept till 1 appazza haha gg. Kanji sensei name is now...POCHA POCHA~ <3

Afterwards went with David to bookshop to buy txtbooks and course notes wee. Bumped into Alison and her booooyyyyfeeeeee and yeah. LUL sah kyoot. Sah heavy T_T (the books. LOL such a random thought change). Spent all my working account's saving buying books wah. On the bright side, that's now out of the way and I can be efficiently productive woot.

Bus buddied with David to City afterwards and we caught some HAPPEEE REMONE~! And thankyou David for temporarily shouting me in the aftermath of my studious spending lul. Hadn't had Lemon Yakult in aaaaages so got a joooombo size =) We then parted ways at th, and I took the train home. Wah, peak hour trains meant I was on the window edge of a packed 3-seater....F.W.P~!! Got home, covered some books and derped. Simmed too much, now I'm so ah bleh about the family =\ Also...I feel totes like..."where did u go-oh-oh-oh-ohhhhh?" Nah i'm being gong joo beng. Yeah I'm just whingeing. On the bright side, I cleaned up my room yesterday and did all the sewing and mending I've been putting off for months, so now my room is reeeelllaaaatively tidy, save for the mountain of junk food and unsorted HSC and uni work on my desk lul.

Anyways, that was my comeback post. It was totes not that interesting lol.

Helping out at Welcome Back Day stall for Modsoc tmr. 9:30 start, should totes be in bed already.

And with that I'll wrap it up. Need to cover one more reader and then put away laundry and I'll call it a night. Maybe some in-bed activity (LOL totes not meant to sound sexual) before I sleepsies woot.

Night all (Almost typed "Nog-"...which now makes me want noggi/froyo. PASSIONFRUIT~!!! BeX let's go for a passionfruit date sometime *_*)