is the word.

In many areas of my life. I guess it's a bad factor of my personality...if I'm too focused on one thing I'll forget to tend to other areas of my life.

Someone recently...and always has...told me that I take things for granted.
It's true.

For example, to the schoolies returnees, I havn't repaid money yet.
On that note...sorry to ppl who have expressedly told me how broke they are and need the bond fee back. I should not be taking ppl's leniance(? english noob) for granted.

I've also been neglecting this blog.
A long time ago I stopped blogging daily because I told myself I wanted to spend my time experiencing things rather than try to remember it all and writing it down. (If you read my ex-blog it was so detailed it was like...realtime script...ok that doesn't make sense -brainfart-)
But yeah...it's not rly an excuse. Even if it's small...you should stick to commitments.
Also cos another person recently pointed out I hadn't blogged in a while, and I wonder if people actually still check here for posts... is it even worth checking?

I've also neglected my room.
It's a pile of crap haha.
I have stuff from formal scattered around my desk cos I'm not bothered to clean it up...I havnt even cleaned out my school notes yet (maybe I'll burn them at the beach x) ) (<-- eww double chin) (<---mature...)
The rose from nsb formal is standing up next to my mirror...dead... (sorry!! TT)
Oh yeah...I'm drying out my buckaneers from formal to keep them as a memoir. The bigger one is taking a lot longer xD So those are just sitting on my table.

Yesterday I figured out that my white speaker doesnt work anymore. The one that loks like an eyeball haha. I should probably get a new one in china or make do with the tacky black one with a millian cables and stuff haha.

Today me and Carmen spent 2(?) hours in a changeroom at Paper Scissors just talking. Lol i think i ran into the door a few times so it sounded dodgy BAHAHAHA (-immature-)
Also pretended to have a model shoot moment for the trolls in Dangerfield where we took a photo in the mirror being blown by the fan. hehe. (would upload but ceebs to set up flickr...)

My tummy hurts TT I blame the non-curry chicken pepper rice.

Hmm this is fun... i should blog again... (LOL i wonder how hard it is to keep up with my mind...I segue so easily xD -cue Nat Tran's segue movement-)

I miss the atoms. I've been hanging with the crew a lot recently and it makes me happy. But I miss the different kind of happiness I found with our group, the atmosphere we had at schoolies. Just pure us. Together as one (LIKE AN ATOM bahahaha...<---non-science fail)

You have no right. You really don't. Not to judge them. Me maybe, but not them. Not all of us.

AIMING FOR A WEEK CHYEAH~! haha I wonder if you'll get this xD

Anonymity(? ENGLISH FAIL~! D;) should not be taken for granted. I shouldn't take it for granted. Eventually I'll be found out. He noticed already...

Oooo Carmen let me try her All berry bang Boost today. I liked it :3 might have it more...if I'm not povo. Today we had a cheap(ish) lunch...YAYY FOR 3 stamps!!!!!!!!!

BeX, even though I don't think you read this...I really hope you are happy. (this is completely random and doesnt have anything to do with anything but talking about something today triggered this thought.) I know I seem (SEEM?!) like a creeper but I think I'm just very protective of you. I'm sorry for being touchy feely and weird (no homo i swear T_T) but thank you for being my friend <3 you're a wonderful person and I wish you luck on your ongoing baking ventures haha^^

UNDERWEAR LINES AH NUUUU T__________T Oh yeah, I finally got respectable denim shorts today wheeee~ xD It's been a while since I've gone shopping haha.

Slowly...I want to start again. But not now. Which is why it's ok that you don't care anymore. Care less until you forget about everything. Perhaps...it's the only way. I'm not going to apologise. The ball's in your court. And I'm leaving it there. (analogy fail...?)

Shoutout to Kelvin. Thankyou for the long talk last night. Helped put a well 'experienced' perspective on it x)

As you can tell my english has gone DOWN THE DRAIN T________T

Troublemaker dance workshop on Sunday...partnerless...-sad-

There's probably more to say but for now that's all.

edit: I havn't posted in yonks but for some reason yesterday I had 18 pageviews...-confused-