WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO DAAAIIIIII~! (excuse the bad pun...i'm sure you're used to it by now LOL)

I hate English Extension and Modern and History Extension T________________T

What the FUCK was I thinking when I decided to take up mostly humanities.

I just want this to be oveerrr T_T

I now honestly wish I'd decided to do 3u and sciences.

FML.

A BIT LATE WOMAN! D;

-sigh-

On another note...
I've been checking my weight a lot recently (paranoia)? And reading Elena's blog made me think about it today...
I wonder how fast my metabolism is O_O
Cos you see...I'm a fatass...when it comes to eating habits LOL
Most people know this if they've seen me eat hehe xD
But...since HSC year started...I've actually not really gained much...if anything I've remained within my 4 kilo range and fluctuated between.
Despite having binged on heaps of junkfood during 'study' I'm right now only 1kg above my minimum weight (minimum since...3 years ago?)
So...this either means I've lost A LOT of muscle (DAAANNNCEEE I MISSS YOUUUU!! T_T) and fat is filling in the lost muscle weight but at a slower rate...
OR...I'm actually...weirdly...using up my weight at a reasonable rate to stay at a constant weight...? (LOL CARMEN HELP ME I DONT DO PD ANYMORE...don't know how this works xP)
ANYWAYZ the point is...i hope that once i start exercising after MY NEXT 5 EXAMS I will drop a bit more :3

(i just realised how bimbo that all sounded...ehe 8D)

Lol quote from Joey in ref to me:
"The sad life of a hsc student: a bag of chips and a highlighter" T______________T
FIGHT ON~! GANBAROU! HWAITING! <3

Can't wait till CHINA BRUZ! <3 Carmen and Renee...GZ BRUZ! SHOPPING AND AMUSEMENT PARK! STUDIO PHOTOS (lol dont judge us) AND FOOOOOOOOOOOOOODZ!

and SCHOOLIES! beach....(T_T BEACH BODY...-inexistent-) but yes waaaaaiii beach^^ sun and sand and water <3

and...formal...-stress- i dont even know why LOL

SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO BUT SO MUCH TO GET PAST TO GET THERE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH T_T

 -major excited-

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