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♥Bec
♥27th Aug
♥NSG'11
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♥Aus-chinese; Canto
♥Singer/dancer
♥Hopeless Romantic
♥Searching for Happiness

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♥To be Happy~
♥Peace
♥98+ ATAR
♥To be a better person...it doesn't matter who for
♥To learn the guitar! And be able to sing while doing it ^^
♥To lose 5kgs. NO MORE FAT LEGS D;
♥My P'SSSSS!!!!
♥Antic Disposition by Alan Gordon for
♥A job...LOL
♥To dance well, maybe in at least 3 styles?
♥Graduate successfully and without any regrets
♥The Atoms group to be one again
♥High Tops!!!
♥Carmen to find a nice guy
♥Kev to be happy, become an amazing architect and find an appreciative girl who loves him

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Tuesday, October 18, 2011 ♥
Good going.

I'm sorry.

Again, I said the wrong thing.

It was my fault.

And I protected myself...feeling sorry for myself...

Because I was mad at myself for disappointing you.

But instead I directed the anger at you.

When I really just wanted to be able to talk to you.

And the stupid thing is I kinda did it because I wanted to study and live up to your expectations.

Get all my studying done by 12 for 6 hours sleep again.

Make you proud.

And I just wanted you to be able to study in peace, so that we'll ace this as we promised and so I left the matter before it blew up bigger.

Not to mention have some kind of self-conviction/motivation to get off msn to study properly.

But maybe you're right. Maybe I don't know you...

Maybe I don't know myself...how shallow and insecure I am...how scared I am of being told something I don't want to hear.

Again, I was wrong.

Tty tomorrow.

I'm sorry.

Love, BeD; 6:39 PM