Yeah don't mind me.
Just gonna have a rant about stuff...cos if i do it out loud i'll get fked over as well...
There's this horrible moment when you realise you fucked up Belonging.
It's not ok.
Because the paper was supposedly easy.
It's even worse that you realise 9 hours after it finished.
And that you lost your marks all on the easiest part.
Which you didn't write properly because you didn't have common sense.
Modules is scaled to Belonging.
Even if I ace Modules I can't save myself now.
FUCK.
Yeah.
I really want to throw my face through the window.
Smash my brain.
No i'm not being hyperbolic.
I'm just going to hate myself until December, when I'll hate myself more after getting my marks.
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^state of my brain and conscience...when I should be studying for modules.
oh did I mention? I have no properly prepared essays.
Yep.
Goodbye ATAR.
YES I"M BEING MELODRAMATIC I"M ALLOWED TO BE BECAUSE I NEVER SCREAM NEVER GET ANGRY BUT I"M ACTUALLY REALLY PSYCHOTIC AND PESSIMISTIC AND NOT A NICE PERSON AND JUST.... STUPID.
I hate myself so much right now.
-crying-