Note: most of this post was written on Saturday night but cos I'm a lazy ass I only finished it off tonight...-fail-


In light of stuff that has happened in the last few days, I realised that I know very well the people I care about and would run to when I'm in any kind of trouble, circumstantially, physically or emotionally.



So this is a dedication to the especially special people in my life:


(In no particular order)

1. Sabbers - I won't say anything...cos I know you know what you mean to me. Right now, I'm waiting for you to show up at my house, because you sacrificed your dinner outing to sleepover and make sure I don't do something suicidal...literally. So, in a particular department, you have been a great pillar of support that I will also prop up when it falls over. WEIRD ANALOGY BUT U GET WHAT I MEAN! T_T


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2. Carmen - Carumen-chan, I love you. I think we have a very...understanding relationship. I think...it saddens me to think that I havn't told you as much as you deserve to know recently. You're...possibly the most special friend I've had in a long time. You don't do anything spectacular, but you're an amazing person. And when we're together things are just...so natural. Like I'm just able to be myself and I'm so happy when I'm with you. So even though, I don't come to you with the deepest of problems, I definitely could, I know that one day...anyday...if I do need to find you, you'll be there for me. And as for you being awkward, it's one of the most endearing qualities about you <3 Please never change!


3.  Kwan - Kwaanduck, I'm so sorry I've been neglecting you. I havn't talked to you properly in a long time...because we've both had our share of problems recently. I couldn't ask for a better big brother (unless u could drive ;P i keed) and hope that...the both of us will be happy. Right now, I'm in a state where u'd slap me and get pissed off to the point you have to 'snap me out of it'...which quite frankly i'd rather avoid T_T (-shudders-). But I know...that we will pull through =) Thank you for taking care of this hopeless little sister and always being supportive when u need to be, and bashing me into shape when need be xD


4. Elena - you're very observant...and i guess its unfair that sometimes I don't share with you as much as I should. I'm sorry =( I can tell you're trying, and sometimes it works...In fact, most of the time. But I just hope that you don't lose sight of what's really important. (Or I could just be completely off track and spouting out bs ><")



5. Atoms Family - I realise I've lost a lot of contact with you guys. But I try my best, and even if it doesn't show much, you all hold a really special part of my heart, and I care enormously for all of you. Without you guys, high school would just be...high school. Thank you for always having been there for me for the past 5 years <3



6. Kevin and Mum&Dad - (just <3...wanna limit this post to about friends so will leave this for another day)


7. Joey - In a category all on your own (IN A GOOD WAY D;) and cos I know you know how I feel...I won't say too much here. But I AM thankful we sort of worked things out yesterday and today. Today/night with Diwee and Mikey was SO FUN! >w< Let's hope we can keep things like that cos that's the kind of fleeting happiness which may save us <3



Shoutout to Kelvin for listening and being...himself to cheer me up =) -bashes with baseball bat- xD
and also to Leo for being supportive and understanding (note: he is not taking sides...for the person who cares)

and to Leslie for his love of red-bean 'sweetwater' (EW TT) and the Harsmar fail. xD Lots of fun, and was rly happy we got to hang out like that, cos we had such a good time just...eating LOL Hope to see you soon! You're a very good dai gorgor ^^ (as Carumen-chan says, like an older cousin)

and to Ray who I met just on Saturday who has been very nice despite how I was the first time we met T_T You are a very cool guy =DD And...yeah because our experiences are almost parallel (wowww...coincidence much?) I'm glad we were able to share thoughts while we watched Sabbers ride the camel LOL. Very '=DDD' about meeting u^^ as addition on Monday night; LOL we such shifty txters, and also I'm SO sorry for fiasco on Sunday T_T...I'm such a fail sand turtle LOL



NOTE: I have realised as of today (quite late as well...cos I've been driven by my parents/parents' friends since forever) that I am a SUCKER for being driven[/drivers]. I get a weird kick out of it xD...especially when they're crazy drivers LOL ref. Ray and Kelvin xDDD u crazy bastards!


Also, lol my neighbours are having a crazy house party and are right now playing Super Bass...RLY LOUD... T_T I LOVE THAT CHORUS!! DAYUM i just want to rave in my room like a retard...