I want to do this.
But...it will look like a facade.
Which is ironic because this time my intentions (wait sorry not 'this time'...that makes it sound like it wasnt before ><) my intentions are genuine.
I want to make things right.
Set things straight.
But...finding out that you're a judgemental person makes me afraid.
I hate being judged.
I'm so scared of leaving a sour impression.
And I'm aware I've already done that.
If you can find it in your heart to forgive me even though I have given u no reason to,
perhaps I can move forward, and we can operate on a different level to what crap I've made it about before this.
I want to make peace...from my view. I know you've been good the whole time, it's all been in my head.
I want to make amends.
I'm hoping you will help me do that.
Of course...this is a problem because I want to do this now but I don't have the time xD
And once I have time it will be your turn...
aiish ==