Lol so I sent this in a text to Joey as a rant...i feel sorry for him TT
Probs not the best thing to read while ur in 3 hours of maths tute.
Well he's sleeping now so -patpat- -hug-
Haha Sabbers says I'm still so lovey dovey.
Maybe xD
Things have changed, but I think with each conflict, feelings grow deeper.
Although, again, I might just be in my own bubble world xD
It's ok.
Even if that bubble pops, I know that I'll be light enough to land safely (shit analogy and no, not representative of how I weight LOL)
So...............
reciting what the 10 text long message I sent to Joey...only modified slightly ><;;
-sigh- first of all didn't get anything done last ngiht cos I didn't wake up [Joey fell asleep and didn't call me T_T LOL tag-team system fail~]. Broke down in tears in third period cos B and S were ranting and squealing inches from my ears on either side about [insert...stuff] and how B thought there was nothing wrong with casual [...] to get over conflicted emotions, [No hard feelings btw rly, was just in a bad mood and stressed out state of mind at the time so might've been provoked and overreacted] and this is all while I was trying to do my Hamlet Act questions which my pathetic excuse of an English teacher Mr Harrs made up which don't even relate to the rubric nor our assessment next Monday, which we are literally fucked for because 1) Harrs was away for 3-4 days acting in his TV mini-series and victim to food poisoning 2) we've only read 3.5 acts out of 5 3) we havn't even discussed the play in relation to the rubric or themes, 4) he hasn't even marked the work that we handed in from 2 weeks ago in prep for the assessment, using the excuse that he is under pressure, stressed, and has other classes to attend to. I also now must quit acapella because of Modern History revision classes at lunchtime on Tues and Fri which I can't afford to miss cos I'm falling behind in modern (<--- see this?! this is dedication and sacrifice for my HSC! T_T) (Although, Cleggers said it'd be ok for me to join again if I wanted to/had time) and also now Mizoshiri says I have to stay back on my only free afternoon in the whole week, when i'm supposed to get off at 1:15, until end of school so that I can do Jap cont and ext speaking practice with Mrs Flint (the Japanese volunteer guest) (evidently this jeopardises my Thurs arvo library plan with Joey/and the others T_T) and to top it all off my $3 got eaten by the chip vender when I wanted to buy pretzels after arvo class. And then Kev made me and Dad wait for 20 minutes at Pymble Station at 6 because he just missed the earlier train after band practice...because he was buying food from maccers, and then he deliberately missed the next one because it skipped his friends' stops, so he ultimately missed about 2 or 3 trains before finally taking one to pymble -fumes-. Oh and the cherry and whipped cream of the day was that my phone stopped working after my old laptop blue-screen-of-death-ed while I was updating my phone. Like no matter what I tried it wasn't working, and the phone just wouldn't turn on, and trust me I mean EVERYTHING, including charging the phone, Hard reset, and slapping the phone itself on my hand. Full freaked out and stressed out and told parents that the phone had fked up and we'd need warranty -sigh- Had completely given up and was...frankly...whining and crying to Joey on Kev's phone when I tried updating the phone with the update-only software which didn't require turning the phone on and finally after 30-40 minutes of excruciating waiting, it finally slowly turned on and i was like 'WIN!' xD And now all is good because my phone is working again. (<--- superficial bitch of technologised generation ==) And on the bright side, I finally updated my phone after a month and I now has multi-touch, and can zoom using finger drag and also the phone lags less yayy!!
Story.Of.My.Life xD
P.S. Keep up with schoolies contacts =) Cath seemed relieved and happy, so I shall endeavour to pursue these properties and hopefully take the burden off her.
YOSH!
Oh yeah, and don't forget to wake Joey up at 12 ><;;