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Me
♥Bec
♥27th Aug
♥NSG'11
♥18
♥Aus-chinese; Canto
♥Singer/dancer
♥Hopeless Romantic
♥Searching for Happiness

Wish List
♥To be Happy~
♥Peace
♥98+ ATAR
♥To be a better person...it doesn't matter who for
♥To learn the guitar! And be able to sing while doing it ^^
♥To lose 5kgs. NO MORE FAT LEGS D;
♥My P'SSSSS!!!!
♥Antic Disposition by Alan Gordon for
♥A job...LOL
♥To dance well, maybe in at least 3 styles?
♥Graduate successfully and without any regrets
♥The Atoms group to be one again
♥High Tops!!!
♥Carmen to find a nice guy
♥Kev to be happy, become an amazing architect and find an appreciative girl who loves him

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Saturday, April 30, 2011 ♥
Just give up.

Results of today's [attempt]:

Cold boxes of untouched popcorn chicken and potato&gravy.

Love, BeD; 8:23 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2011 ♥
What are you waiting for?

Today...I don't particularly want to talk about.
I take back anything I said.
It's all my fault, I know that now.
It was all my own.
No one else's.
Not his, not their's, not her's not everyone else's.
Just.
Me.

All I have this song playing in my heart this cold dark night, echoing the pains and pleasures of the day passed, and I hope for the best tomorrow.

P.S. To my squishy Lia, please consider what I told you, and choose what's best. <3 much love -hug-

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Here we are again
I feel the chemicals kickin' in
It's gettin' heavier
I wanna run and hide
I wanna run and hide

I do it every time
You're killin' me now
And I won't be denied by you
The animal inside of you

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Hush, hush
The world is quiet
Hush, hush
We both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand?
Whoa, I won't sleep tonight

I wont sleep tonight

Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

Love, BeD; 10:41 PM

Saturday, April 9, 2011 ♥
Dear Diary...

My parents say there's something wrong with me, because I find it difficult to wake up in the morning and hence I am a bullshit child.

So what if one day, I don't wake up at all anymore...won't that make everyone's lives easier?

Sure, after a day, two, maybe a week's mourning, they'll start to realise they don't have to go through the pain of having to drive two kids to the local train station anymore. Joy~
Just one good child, one son who doesn't give them grief by having morning classes, or trying to get to school to attend commitments.
Or trying desperately not to fail the HSC year, which they believe so adamantly she's fucked up permanently...because she overuses her phone data and calls her boyfriend at night... for help with her assignments.
Video games? psh. At least his phone doesn't wake them up in the morning half an hour earlier than they need to.
At least he doesn't cry so easily.
At least he has more willpower to live.
At least he is a USEFUL child.
At least he's worth keeping.

*

To Sabbers, hopefully safely at her destination:
You may just be the one telling secrets to my grave rather than the other way around. Who knows, things can get dangerous when people no longer listen to what you say. They might just start regretting that they didn't pay more attention before you were gone.

Love, BeD; 1:21 AM